I started a lot of posts about this topic but couldn't finish any. My mind's playing all wild..memories flashing up from past and i keep wondering and analyzing my life again and again and again...

The topic is something called 'love' ! You must be thinking how this topic came up in my life...well, it comes in every one's life at some point of time, but you have other priorities in life at times and so, you keep deviating yourself from this one. Trying to run away, you kinda see almost everyone around you getting committed and living happy lives with their loved ones. You suddenly start feeling awkward...the feeling of an emptiness creeps in, and you start asking questions to yourself, are you a bad person - not charming and good looking may-be like others or may-be unlucky in finding the right-person in life...whatever the reason, you start loosing confidence and self-belief in yourself, but you don't realize the fact that you yourself put so many filters to your ideal life-partner that you never gave a try to any other person in your life !

People often say, if you like someone just ask her out...but such thinkers don't think of the consequences. Either they are too mature to snap out of bad relationships and act as if nothing went bad in their lives Or they turn out to be the weepers (sensitive fellows like me) that keep regretting and thinking about the past and loose all hope that they once had in love. But if you always keep on thinking of consequences, you'll never be able to give yourself a chance to experience something called love. Like i said, its so complicated ! More thoughts laters ...